You know those days when you feel contradictory and complicated?
Today mine goes something like this…
I am excited to end 2010. It wasn’t horrible, it wasn’t fabulous, it just was.
I am ready to bid farewell and bring on something new.
Yet I am feeling nostalgic and hesitant. Am I ready for this?
I don’t want Christmas to be over, and I really don’t want to put the decorations away.
The twinkle lights, the sparkles and glitter. I really enjoyed all the Christmas cards this year.
Hot then cold. Sweaty then freezing. Something is wrong with my temperature gauge.
Can’t wait for sunshine and warm weather. Mr. Sun makes me happy.
Yet I wished for white stuff on Christmas, of course it was a day late and now it is FREEZING outside. Go figure.
I have craved fudge like never before this year. I had some of the best EVER!
The caramel popcorn? To die for. But man I hate my double chin.
Maybe I should blame the desire for all things sweet on my period?
Except that doesn’t last an entire month. hmmmm
Love days off, yet have anxiety about “wasting” them. Like I have to make the day extra swell or something just because I am not at work?
I dread going back to work after a long weekend, of course it’s never as bad as I am afraid.
Why do I torture myself?
I feel grateful to have a job. My job to be exact.
That’s what I have for you folks. Aren’t you glad you stopped by?
Lame! Not even a picture.
3 comments:
Not lame at all. Honest. Which is something I love about your posts. And you.
Have a good day out there in the working world. I'm already dreading going back next Monday!
Doesn't everyone have a love/hate relationship with fudge? ;)
Oh how I need some more of that fudge! So yummy! I am not ready for Christmas to be over either. Bring on the sun minus the humidity! :)
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